good morning people! how has it been? Sorry took a long time to write. Doing so many stuff at school. And guess what? I just had my birthday last Jan 29! I'm 19 already! Guess I need to update my profile. U know what's weird? I don't feel anything different! oh well...anyway, many has happened to me. I've found 2 people who I think would be true friends. But I shall not forget "Keep ur friends close, but keep ur enemies closer.." or  "Treat ur firends as if they are ur enemies and treat ur enemies as if they are your friends..." So, what do you think about that? Very poetic quotes, could have lots of meanings. I'm qiute happy now... The useless people who used to be my friends dont bother me anymore.. But there are still rumours and gossip about me. I feel like a celebrity. I've always hated being one. But I want to be model. Anyway, for my birthday celeb, I treated a night out with my highschool friends at Eastwood. Nice   My friends and I just danced and laughed the whole night. Waht I lacked in school I found in them :the love and care of friends. Anyway, who has watched A very long engagement? Its a good movie to see!  Like the notebook....Gaspard Ulliel(Manech) is cute...

And I found someone new in the Philippines... His name is Matteo Guidicelli, he's only fourteen and he is already a karting champion! Cool, huh?

Cogie domingo is the person on the left and Matteo is the one on the right.

There's nothing much to say and too much to do so Ciao! And tc!

my last day for the weekend and school again tom. Next week midterms. I'll be pretty busy. So here's a little something for people to read. Its about being in a world you know but you dont want to belong. Only you know about and others dont. Its about my depression, the sadness that devours me. Most of the time, during the night. I wanted to get out. I did everything. To the extent that it hurt, a lot. And the only way to escape it is to make peace with it. To accept that I have been..dead for a lon time. Figuratively speaking okay?

 

 
The sleepy moon
poses itself on
its usual place
in his milky catwalk
as the twinkling stars
sing their soothing lullabies
Sitting in my comfroting dreams
I let the moon brag its
beautiful craters to me
Here I am, wide awake
and aware of whispering breaths
as the whole place
moved in rhythm
with the night sky
the stars sending theri
sweet goodnights
I gazed high up
into the heavens
but I see the
feiry torch of my soul
Little did anyone knew
as they sank
deep into their illusions
I was buried alive
in broken glass
ang burning ash
Little did they know
that as they slowly
dance in their beds
I was furiously
crawling my way
out 6 feet under them
The glass cutting me
to pieces
and ash melting
my skin
I need to find
my way out
of this manic prison
My body starts
to swayas
the fumes
of passion
scatter throughout
my lungs
choking me
from the inside
My doomed soul
falling into the
unknown abyss
No one was here
I was alone
For alone was my world
Fear was my companion
and that I fear
that it would bring
along its brethren
and torment me
endlessly
As I feared
I saw them
runnig to me
as fast as the naked eye
couldn't see
I frantically clawed
my way out
seeing the single
glow of hope
that I have from afar
Thorns pierced my arms
and roots scratched my legs
but I just let myself bleed
until the charcoal ground
turned bloody red
A faint cool breeze
blew on my skin
I finally made it
I knew I did
I was stepping on
my name as
time beautified it


Yup...Loneliness and all that. No one escapes it..Even the happiest feels it...

hey..Its 3am and I cant sleep. Y? Coz I'm feeling melancholy tonight. Xanga doesnt have the album of Slipknot Volume 3 the sublimal verses...Just wanted you guys to know I'm listening to vermillion pt. 2...Kinda fits my mood, the tune and all... I just finished crying..Again.. Man, I thought I would be over it...I'm pathetic. I'm crying because I want to feel loved again.. To float in the stars and whisper I love yous to the sleeping moon...I think I miss my ex.. Am I? Or Im just desparate to feel the arms of a guy wrapped around me, making me feel secure in his warm embrace... I'm listening to sentimental songs. It amplifies my mood even more. So here's a poem I wrote. Gotta let it out of my chest.. Im really looking fot That someone...

 

 
In the vast universe
a single spark
illuminates
my darkness
omniscient
omnipotent
anonymous
I see you
But I know not
You
Never seen you
in fervor light
Blinding
Piercing
As planets revolve
aroung the stars
Never has it
That you are
not
in my mind
A twinkle
In a blue blanket
One among the stars
A little girl's wish
Would the fairies
grant your
undying existence?
A persona of
An angel
Ready to lay down
his life
for his heart
Would water flow
or sprinkle
unto the dryness
of my mouth?
His hands
placed upon
the sacred beasts
the wavelength
of the fire
within
that as of a child
Wings that would want
only his heart
to be cupped
by the Only One
Whom he loves
In this vast universe
I seek you
Where are you?
I need your love
Like the water
Needs the gentle breeze
to send his love
to the shore
Touch me
For I am lost
Only your kiss
would bring me back
To light
And into
Your life

kinda like this..

I'm feeling a lot better now...

Currently Playing Deep River By Utada Hikaru see related

Hi guys!  Home again for the weekend. This post today is dedicated to Utada Hikaru!  For thsoe who don't know, she's a famous music artist from Japan. Uhm.. She's japanese but she grew up in America. Her birthday was only this January 19!  And she's already 22 years old. I really love her music. I'm such a big fan  She's really unique..different. That's what I think of the japanese race. Uniquely different in the sense that people brand us as "weird"  Anyway, Hikki's videos have a lot of "weirdness". Translation: "Coolness". Check these out!

Its coolness for me coz she's wearing orange. hehe

This is a picture taken from her video colors.. I think, hehe

An example of the japanese "weird and cool" sense of fashion. heeh, I'm biased!

The simple and exotic beauty of a true (japanese) woman.. hehe

Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all...

A scene from one of her unique videos (Travelling)

THE EYE...of Hikki, hehe

Another scene from Hikki's videos (Sakura Drops)

Here's something cool to look at.. Looks like Hikki right?

Here is a pic of Hikki singing...

A photo taken during rehearsals

A picture taken during a Premiere night

Advertising Foma...

The Hikki today...

Ahh welll...I still have lots to share but I think you've had enough

Hope u enjoyed!

Currently Watching Snow White - The Fairest of Them All see related

Hey guys sup?! I'm home! But only for today. More homeworks to do and more projects to work on. I miss you guys, thanks for posting  How thoughtful

Anyway here's a picture of Kristin Kreuk I found. I love her so much!  She looks so exotic... So beautiful...

enjoy!